Sunday, December 30, 2007

I gonna be crazy soon...cant take it anymore..everything just dosent go as wad i want.. EVERYTHING!

-------------------jinni fantasy--------------- ; {11:42 AM}
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Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Last Fri, my classmates organized a christmas party =) its quite fun although we dun have a really big party..as we still in the middle of our major project.. But guess we enjoyed ourself right? haha... We played games like musical chair n hide n seek..remind of childhood ya..haha.. Playing hide n seek in sch is scary n exciting..lol..cos its quite dark during 7plus n very few ppl r in sch..there r like only 5 of us finding another ard 10plus ppl.. Its so hard 2 find them!! Lol..we went in almost every rm n its all so dark n scary..especially the PID studio.. After the games n eating.. we exchange christmas presents!! haha..its fun.. Nw i looking 4ward 2 new year 2008! omg still so holiday n festival mood...
Ok just share some photos we took...there r somemore at 1 of my frien..hope 2 get frm her soon.. =)

-------------------jinni fantasy--------------- ; {10:13 PM}
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

i really feel damn stress up... is really the very 1st time feel so stress up, hopeless... y this happen 2 me when doing final yr project.. like alot of bad things happen...keep having problems.. the dye keep having problem..need 2 redye n redye so many times...n yet nw..giving me a much more serious problem...planned 2 do my dye like nw..but dun knw y my green dye become blue!!! wad the hell... dun have green i cant dye anything...cant finish dying i cant complete my sewing...n nw i haven really sew much.... everything is push back...still gt other things 2 do..i dun knw i can finish all in time or nt...really feel like i cant.. i feel so hopeless..feel like giving up..i really lack of enegry 2 fight anymore... feel so alone..no1 2 look out 2...sis nt at hm...dad will nv knw wad i going through...no 1 is there 4 me during this time when i feeling so bad... i dun have the source of enegry anymorei dun knw how am i going 2 do through all this..gt ppl say that if oneself gt problem should ownself stand up n continue..but i really cant...i need some1 there 4 me 4 the time being.........but no1

-------------------jinni fantasy--------------- ; {1:34 AM}
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Sunday, December 09, 2007

Hai..my sch work really trouble me alot...y i so stupid go do dye 4 my collection...its so hard lah..1st cant gt the colour i want..2nd the colour of the chiffon will turn out very light..3rd...keep having patches!! omg..wad am i going 2 do.. the dye dun have the colour i want..so i try using fabric paint which the colour is really nice..but keep having patches..think its hard 2 colour it evenly..if use dye then will nt like that le...but cant find the colour dye i want leh...T_T im so dead lah..must dye finish then can sew my garment.. n still gt mood board, inspiration board, illustration n 2nd toile..coming fri will be the 1st critic le..how!!! where gt time 2 finish all this.. WHY~~~ i really dun knw wad 2 do le..y things does nt go smoothly..keep having trouble..i dun knw how im going 2 go through the 1st critic.. Who can help me!!!! i dun think so...i just have 2 die myself.................................

-------------------jinni fantasy--------------- ; {3:08 AM}
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Saturday, December 08, 2007

Nw im offically 19 yrs old le..lol.. This yr cant really celebrate cos so busy wif sch work..n so troubled T_T But i still have a small celebration wif my family n ZY... My sis brought me n my mum go sakae sushi 4 dinner.. She bought me a nike bag..in pink n off-white colour..quite nice..(of course..compared 2 my current bag) My mum bought me some clothes..lol..some r quite nice =) Thks.. After the dinner..i went 2 amk wif ZY..we went 2 buy cake 2 celebrate =) i choose a chocolate cake wif strawberries... Its very nice =) Thks dear~ n i made 3 wishes..im greedy..lol..1 wish is 4 me..the other 4 my family n last but nt least.ZY..but hopefully all will come true.. Will post the pics of the cake soon~

-------------------jinni fantasy--------------- ; {11:45 PM}
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Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Wah been sooo busy since past few weeks..everyday do sch work..soo sian..hai.. n almost everyday cant slp well T_T so lack of slp loh..if nw lay on the bed..within 5mins sure fell aslp le.. Yesterday was rushing doing things until very stress n emo..suddenly feel of quiting of doing all this work n just dun care abt anything..I thought only i gt this kind of feeling..but 2day heard some of my coursemates also felt so loh..lol.. but nw im ok le lah..although still tired..but no choice just have 2 bare wif it another few months..since going 2 graduate le...just have 2 take it loh... But everything is so rush..rushing 2 do the 1st garment n 2nd garment toile (testing piece) Nw i only just finish my 1st garment toile loh..n only left wif ard 10 days loh! how can finish..so scary..still gt other small stuff like inspiration board, mood board etc.. omg T_T hai..just wanna come here tok tok abt my busy stuff..as so long i haven update my blog le..gonna stop here n continue doing sch work~~ HAI

-------------------jinni fantasy--------------- ; {12:22 AM}
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